Update #15

Just finished a large pizza.  Yep, pretty normal dinner.  Weighed myself for shits and giggles, up to 259.  So what, that's 14 lbs in a week and a half or so?  Why the fuck not.  This is the shit I have to deal with.  Yes I can lose weight, but I put it on like nothing.  I've always been a fat fuck.  Ever since I was a kid, I've been a fat fuck.  Ugly fat fucking sack of shit.  Doesn't matter what I do, I always go back to being a fat fuck that's good for nothing.  So why fight it?  I should just accept it.  Stop exercising, stop working, just lay here and be a fat fuck until I die.