Update #13

Still eating like crap, I'm not sure I even care anymore.  What's the point of working my ass off if it's so easily undone.  It's not like it makes a difference.  I was down to 180 years ago and I was still flabby, still had a gut, still had man boobs.  I mean my body type always stays the same.  So again what's the point?  I can't attract a woman, so I should just get used to it.