Update #4

Well everything went to crap.  The 4th of July came and I expected that I wasn't going to eat well that day, but it's carried on into the weekend.  So the little progress I made at the beginning of the week is gone.  I'm still in the dumps about it, but I'm gonna try starting again.  I hope to be able to stick with it more this time around.  I know no one's reading this but me, but I'm still really embarrassed about failing.